The exquisite blossom

I might be successful in your eyes
Though the truth has always been hidden behind the lies
I won some fights I never wanted to win
But I lost the only battle worth winning
Wish I could say that I have done my best
But I'm a lazy bastard who just rathered to rest
And dream of beauty like beauty exits
But the truth is that life is nothing but an ugly mist

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If I had another chance just another chance to finally fix this
I'd pass all the miles and inches
I'd crash all the walls and bridges
Just to hold you in my arms
To sing you my awful songs
To sense the magical scents
To have the feelings so intense
To see the beauty to be in the beauty to breath in the beauty cause beauty is the beauty
And beauty does exist.